Category: Poetry

29 Days, 11,000 hits. 1,800 followers (1,100 from Word Press!) Read this if you are interested in Pay it Forward Thursdays. PAY DAY

Hey everyone.

One of my New Years Resolutions was to start a blog and to write. It was also to go the gym regularly but that didn’t last too long!  The blogging, well I am almost one month into it now and I have no intention of slowing down.  I’m loving writing and the blogging community and starting projects like PAY DAY

That being said I started a google + (writingsofamrs Jennifer) account with a You Tube Channel.  Here is the address to the Channel it is still under construction but please feel free to sign up (however you do that!?)  http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCr13m4Cz8ZUgelYk1Lokudw .  The primary reason for this is for the ‘release’ or ‘debut’ of Rays rendition song Gravy Baby, along with any other future projects.  Please bare with me because I really am walking in the dark trying to make all of this happen.  I really appreciate all of your support and encouragement.  If anyone has any helpful info for me on how to manage the You Tube channel etc that would be excellent!

I will be posting an intro video followed by Rays video that you can link to through my blog in my PAY DAY Thursday post around 2:00 pm my time.  I will give more info about the upcoming Thursdays collaborations along with some other general information.

I’m looking for other song writers, musicians, DJ’s, performers etc to collaborate with so if you know anyone that might be interested please have them contact me!  But make sure that they read my original Pay Day post first.  ( I don’t need any emails with people asking me for money!) Any one else that would like to participate please contact me by email, it’s easier for me to keep on top of it that way. writingsofamrs@outlook.com

Thank you again for all of your inquiries.  I am doing my best to keep on top of responding to all of the emails and to also keep on top of my comments and my posts and engaging with the Word Press community!

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Happy New Year!! My ‘crown’ says Bonne Anne which means Happy New Year in french. (better late then never right?)

 

3 things poetry is not

I don’t know the first thing about poetry.  I don’t think I have ever read a poetry book front to back.  I didn’t study writing in college or university.

I wrote one poem a few years back.  I decided to share that poem last week.  Some people seemed to enjoy it.

I think the acceptance of readers and the encouragement of others birthed something that hadn’t been there before.  Like childbirth it was unnerving, scary, becoming responsible for something new.

Like many new parents I had no idea what to do but I knew what not to do. Continue reading

Deep Rooted Yearning

 

Deep Rooted Yearning

 

Tossing, turning,
stomach churning,

Heartburn, burning

Deep rooted yearning

For me to arrive

 

You wake

 

Rub your belly

Swollen

Swollen with new life

With me

 

We are connected,

Through life giving ties

 

That led to my demise

The gift of life

Lies

 

You will never look into my eyes

 

Tossing, turning,
stomach churning,

Heartburn, burning

Deep rooted yearning

Longing for me to arrive

 

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Please show support and understanding to the many women who lose a child during pregnancy or childbirth.  They will never have the opportunity to look into their child’s eyes.

 

Please watch this educating video.
http://video.wgby.org/video/2364997083
In the first segment, my cousin through marriage, Carol McMurrich speaks about Empty Arms Bereavement Support that she founded, and the need for support of miscarriage, stillbirth and infant loss. If only such support was available everywhere.

 

 

Raw Tragedy

Our neighbor, may she rest in peace, was just taken away in a frenzy of teams of caring, gift and life giving community workers.  Lights flashing, fire trucks, ambulance, police cars.  These people have some of the hardest jobs, being a funeral director I met my share of these amazing people.  I want to thank all of the support workers in the world right now.

No life could be given back tonight.

My heart is heavy.

In the moment unedited.

 

Flashing lights

Rushing, wrapping, strapping

Signal the end of life

Saviors rushing

In and out

Breath escaping,

 In and out

She yells

 She falls

Her breath escaping her too

They try,

Try so hard

To return the breath of life

But once the last breath is breathed

So begins the time to grieve

 

 

 

Repeat, Replay

 

Do you ever feel that you are stuck on replay?

Do you ever do the very things that you tell yourself you want to change or never do again but then turn around and do the same darned thing?  Does someone in your life keep telling you things will change only to repeat the same pattern over and over?

I think we all have loops in our lives.  I also think that it’s important to break free from them.

When I listen to music I play my new favorite song over and over, to the dismay of all those around me!  But this is not the kind of loop I want to break free from.  Everyone can block their ears if they don’t like it!  Pretty easy solution don’t you think?

Not all loops and repeats in our lives are as easily solved as this.

I don’t begin to pretend I know how to accomplish this but what I do know is that it’s important to be aware of the areas that we are stuck on repeat and attempt break free from them. Identifying that they exist is key.

 Who would want to be stuck on replay everyday, or week, or month or year?  I don’t think any of us would. 

Forward thinking.  Not hula hoop thinking.

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         Photo props: http://www.flickr.com/photos/christianmontone/

 

Challenge yourself.

Change yourself.

Get out of your comfort zone and stop living life on repeat.

Put down the hula hoop.

Mean what you say and say what you mean.

Excuse me while I go and hit replay again on my iPod.

Now for a poem.

 

 

Cloaked

 

 Repeat,

Replay,

 

Same words everyday,

Stated in a different way.

Upon the sunrise

I want to sing,

Then I see your eyes

 

They are clouded,
shrouded

Cloaked in empty promises

Memories of a forgotten time

 

Even the buds are withered

Not yet full grown,

 

Plucked and thrown

Potential unknown

 

Repeat,

Replay,

 

Same words every day

 

 

What are you listening to on repeat lately? (Literally or figuratively)
Let me know. Email or comment box.

My top 2 as of late:

 Icona Pop – I love it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UxxajLWwzqY

Phillip Phillips – Home

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoRkntoHkIE

 

Feet Upon It

Today is Earth Day.  Be kind to our earth.  It’s the only one that we have.

I was inspired to write this poem by the many beautiful posts from Tyler. 

Please visit The ancient eavesdropper

 

Feet Upon It

 

Water flowing,

Plants growing,

Life showing

 Dust and mist

Hovers just above

As slight as a dove

 Boulders and rocks

Mountains

Towering high

Like the flocks in the sky

 Humidity in the air

Space to share

 Wetlands,

Woods

                                                                                           Desserts

                                                                                              Reefs

 Lush and sand

 Light and dark

 This planet

Treats us so well

Lessons to learn

In giving

In nourishing

 

Our planet,

 With your feet upon it

 

Be gentle with your hand

On the country

That your feet stand

ImageCentral Park, New York City USA, July 2012

Gravy Baby

One of my favorite memories related to Sundays are Yorkshire puddings!

I remember the house smelling like roast beef, so inviting, enticing.

Being first generation born Canadian with a British family, meat and potatoes were a big part of my diet growing up and you can’t have meat and potatoes with out gravy! That would be crazy!

My Grandmother and Mother are by far the Queens of making the most fantastic tasting Yorkshire puddings and the gravy…..the best part.

 Enjoy the meat and potatoes of life (especially the gravy baby!)

 Happy Sunny Sunday

 

 

 Gravy Baby

 

It’s like gravy baby,

You and me

Our reverie

Just you

And me

A cup of Chemistry

A dash of Science

A teaspoon of Spirit

A tablespoon of Soul

Nourishment

Flavor

Gravy Baby

You and me

Ingredients

Combined so perfectly

Sweetly

Completely

It’s Gravy baby

In a boat

Our love a float

Flows hot

makes everything tastier

It’s like gravy baby

You and me

Combined so perfectly

 

ImageFor a great recipe on how to make Yorkshire Pudding check out our fellow bloggers site http://beurreblancbaker.wordpress.com/2013/04/13/yorkshire-puddings/comment-page-1/#comment-2

Writings of a Mr.

Introducing writings of a Mr (otherwise known as Alex)

I don’t think you will see much of his writing on my Blog

but maybe just maybe once in a while I will share more of his beautiful poetry with you.

Thank you Alex for allowing me to share this with the ‘world’.
This is my anniversary poem.

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Close to me

 

In my arms,

I hold you close to me

I’ll hold you close,

For all eternity

 Since our first moment

We were meant to be

Our love keeps growing,

I feel the energy

 And with my hands,

I hold you close to me

I build a home for our family

 I hold your face

I stroke your hair

 I look into your eyes and gaze

 I touch you

Gently

 Underneath my fingertips

I feel you shiver

Your body speaks to me

Through my hands

My hands that are yours

And hold yours

Close to me for all eternity

 In my eyes

No beauty can come close

To yours

 My breath is heavy

 Your eyes

They pierce

They’ve captured me

The willing slave of love

 I pull you close

Look into the richness that you are

With all that I am

Eyes only for you

 In my arms I hold you close to me

It’s where you’re meant to be

 I pull you closer

A sweet surrender to my senses

Your skin smells of a flowering shower

Covering me,

Empowering me

 You seduce me.

Like a current running through me

The surge feels so right

I’ll hold you tight

 Tonight

I taste you

And linger while I do,

I do

Forever I will

Linger with you

Skin on skin.

 Look at all that we’ve been through,

Me and you,

You and I

Us

 I cannot say enough,

Of how we’ve made what’s tough

So easy,

Breezy

 Me and you,

And you,

In my arms,

I hold you close to me,

On our Anniversary

 And this I vow,

To you my wife,

To be your rock,

For the rest of our life

I’ll hold you close

I’ll take good care

I’ll always want

To stroke your hair.

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Alex making me a sparkler heart at the cottage, we met on Canada Day, fireworks from the beginning!

 

 

 

Sublime Retreat

I love to dance. I always have. I used to love going out to dance clubs with my girlfriends back in my younger days before life took over. 

Now I turn on the music in my kitchen and dance like I’m in a club. 

I dance for me because it energizes me, releases happy endorphins and reminds me that in those fleeting moments I’m just me. 

Jennifer.  

Not a mother or a daughter. 

Not a sister or a wife. 

Not a role model or a coach. 

Just me.

It’s these sweet escapes that we often forget to make time for, as we get older, more responsible and entangled with more responsibilities.

I think it’s important as life ticks on by that we remember the sweet things that brought us joy and freedom before we had to become responsible for life and for others. 

Always remember the things that made your heart soar, that made you feel free and joyous. 

If you can’t remember what that was or if you never have found something that makes your spirit soar I encourage you to find it, embrace it and dance like no one is watching.

 

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Sublime Retreat

 

Feel the rhythm

Moving through you

The throbbing of the sound

People all around

 

Heavy breathing

Lights a glow

Moving

 

The room is warm

The mood is sweet

 

Lost in the sound

move like no one is around

Lost in the soothing rhythm of the beat

Swept away,

Sublime retreat

 

 

Happy Friday!!  Cheers to the weekend!!

Jennifer

 

Shore to shore, what was I born for?

So I was talking with my little guy last night.  He is 5 years old and in full day senior kindergarten.

He’s been biting his nails lately so I asked him if anything was upsetting or bothering him.  He said that he got anxious at school.  When I asked why he said it was with large groups of people.  He said everyone wants to play with him (which is great!) but he only likes to play with a few children at a time and when the group gets large it worries him. 

Some of us do well in large groups while others prefer to have small groups or even one on one time.  While I am all about being true to yourself and listening to your inner voice, there are times that we have to get out of our comfort zones, venture to places that are unknown and uncomfortable for that is where you will find the most growth. 

When I asked my son why he thought that he was anxious in large groups he replied

“I wasn’t born for that.” 

What a puzzling, wise response.

How does a 5 year old know what he was or was not born for?

Do we not ask ourselves every other day why am I here? Why was I born? What is my purpose?

While I wonder away and stand in awe of my 5 year old that knows and identifies so well with himself and his feelings I will hold him close and reassure him that there is no need to bite his nails and that he was indeed born for me.

 

ImagePhoto taken last spring in Lagoon City, Ontario.  

 

Shore to shore

 

I will keep you safe.
Follow me.

I will show you how.

 

Explore,

But not too far,

 

Learn,

But not too much,

 

Swim but stay in line

 

When you get your wings

 

You may fly,

Oh me oh my,

 

Follow me

 

Stay in a row

a learning we will go

 

You are protected in the row,

 

Mummy in front,

 

Daddy behind.

 

When you fly off into the world

Daddy will always have your back

 

And I Mother,

Will always be here to guide you,

When you need me.

 

Oh, little gosling

You swam so sweetly

Followed in a row

 

Stay, follow me every where I go..

 

No, it’s time

 

Open your wings

You need to stretch,

 

You need to soar

From shore to shore

 

Oh my little gosling from before,

 

I know you can fly

I’ve seen you try

 

But tell me,

How will I say goodbye?

 

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Little guy, otherwise known as Adam