Did I Just have a Disclosure Day Experience in the Rice Fields of Chiang Mai, Thailand?


I am sitting in one of my favourite places to be, nestled away in a beautiful spot in Thailand. We have been coming here on and off over the past 3 years of continuosly dipping back to Asia. The villa, that we always return to is smack in the middle of the rice fields.

It’s literally called Palm Village. I am in Doi Saket, Thailand. A place I am very familiar with which, also happens to fall on my astrocartography chart.

If you aren’t familiar with astrocartography, it is essentially the astrology of location, a map that projects the planetary alignments from the exact moment of your birth onto the globe, revealing how different places carry distinct cosmic frequencies for you. 

For me, the Neptune MC (Midheaven) line runs directly through this slice of Thailand. The Midheaven governs our higher calling and public life, while Neptune is the planet of mysticism, dreams, and spiritual depth. Having it run right through Doi Saket explains why this place has always felt less like a temporary stop and more like a sacred sanctuary for soul-searching and deep psychological renewal.

This morning the line between my internal study of the last few decades and the physical world disappeared. It wasn’t blurred, it was gone. If you would have told me a few hours ago that a conversation with a stranger would be a cosmic mirror for a trip I am taking in three weeks, I would have smiled and said, “Of course, that is how the frequency works.” But to experience that? That is a whole other kind of magic.


The Call, the Book and the Mirror

It all began with a random tutoring session. A new student boked a session, a young woman who selected me specifically she prefaced after thoroughly reading my ‘About Me’ because something in my bio touched her. 

As we spoke, she opened up about the next big pivot in her life: she is leaving her home to go to Canada to study psychology. A total 180 from her engineering career. She is also studying and learning tarot. We tumbled down a rabbit hole discussing confidence, mindset, and the mysteries of human thought. She told me she had previously studied in London. The moment the word “London” left her mouth, a bell rang in my chest.

It wasn’t just a random chime; it was a geographic activation. As a first-generation Canadian born with British birthrights, London has always been woven into the fabric of my identity, but my astrocartography chart elevates it to a full-blown focal point of destiny. It’s a city I deeply love, it’s where Leon is from, and it is the exact energetic coordinate where I feel an undeniable calling to pitch my work to agents.

Beyond the personal and professional ties, London holds the historical frequency of my deepest obsessions, it is the very soil where Henry Sidgwick founded the Society for Psychical Research. 

The Alchemical Couple

What fascinates me most about this history isn’t just the spooky phenomena; it is the breathtaking partnership of Henry and Eleanor Sidgwick. They were the ultimate alchemical match. While Henry brought the open-minded, philosophical curiosity, constantly asking what if, Eleanor brought a brilliant, razor-sharp mathematical mind. 

Working alongside Nobel Laureates in physics, she was a fierce skeptic who actively busted fraudulent mediums, ensuring their research had absolute scientific integrity. Yet, after decades of rigorous data analysis, even she concluded that telepathy was a undeniable law of nature.

I love them because they prove you don’t have to abandon logic to explore the unseen. They didn’t want blind faith; they wanted truth. As I head to London, I am so eager to look further into their work and walk the very spaces where they married high science with the deepest mysteries of the human soul.

I have been to London before but this time with a completely different intention.

Hearing her mention the city wasn’t just a coincidence; it was a direct ping from the map of my own life blueprint, confirming that my inner world is about to externalize in the place where my lineage, love, and legacy collide.


I told her about Henry Sidgwick, the 19th-century philosopher, open-minded empiricist, and brilliant mind behind the founding of the Society for Psychical Research. I expected a blank stare given she majored in engineering. Instead, she paused, reached off-camera, and pulled his book off her shelf. 

She already owned it.

That was the first collapse of the quantum wave function.


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Yes, Of Course It’s ALL About Me.

People often ask me what I write about.

Artificial intelligence? Travel?  Philosophy?  Language?  Neurodivergence?  Ageing?  Humanity?  Science?  Culture?

The honest answer?

All of those things.

And none of them.

The subjects may appear to constantly change, but my fascination never does.

For as long as I can remember, I have been captivated by one question above all others: what does it mean to be human?

Not just biologically or historically, but experientially. 

How do we think? Why do we perceive the world so differently? How does language shape our understanding? What invisible structures connect seemingly unrelated ideas? What exists around us that we simply haven’t yet developed the tools, or perhaps the vocabulary, to perceive?

Those questions have fascinated and followed me my entire life.

Long before I travelled.

Long before artificial intelligence.

Long before I knew words like intertwingularity or sonder.

I think it’s important to clarify that travel didn’t create my humanity curiosity.

It helped to actualize and fulfilled it.

I never wanted to collect passport stamps or simply say I had “been somewhere.” I wanted to stand where history unfolded. I wanted to hear languages I couldn’t yet understand, experience the many cultures that I had deeply researched about, and witness humanity and decipher societal narratives with my own eyes instead of solely through someone else’s interpretation or teachings.

I’ve never truly trusted accountabilities from knowledge that is not complimented with experience.

That is why my writing moves so freely between biology, anthropology, archaeology, language, psychology, philosophy, travel and technology. To me they have never existed as boxed in, separated disciplines. They are different windows looking out onto the same extraordinary mystery.

That’s probably also why I have never felt like I comfortably fit inside neat little boxes.

I don’t naturally think in categories.

I naturally think in relationships.

One idea flows to another. A conversation about dolphins becomes a reflection on communication. Communication becomes language. Language becomes artificial intelligence. Artificial intelligence becomes interpretation. Interpretation becomes philosophy. Philosophy inevitably circles back to humanity.

To me, none of that is a distraction. It is how my mind explores. It quite excites me to feel a natural deep dive coming on.

For much of my life I wondered whether there was something unusual about the way I thought. Today, I know that it is my way of seeing and interpreting this amazing world.

Over the years, I’ve also come to notice that we confuse a great many things in our culture. 

  • We mistake self-observation for self-absorption. 
  • We mistake introspection for narcissism. 
  • We mistake confidence for arrogance. 
  • We mistake curiosity for eccentricity. 

They are not the same thing.

Maybe that is why writing about myself has occasionally been misunderstood by some. I’m not writing because I believe I am the most fascinating person on Earth (however, I have had some pretty extraordinary experiences). I’m writing because I am literally the only consciousness (to date, who knows what is to come in the future!) that I will ever experience completely from the inside. 

Your life is just as rich. 

It is just as complex. 

And definitely just as worthy of exploration. 

But there’s only one problem, I simply don’t have direct access to it.

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A Familiar Corner of the Internet

It’s strange returning to a place that once felt so familiar.

It’s been five years since I sat down in this corner of the internet. Five years since I thought I was ready to start sharing again but little did I know it was the beginning of an incredible lived in, uprooted epic world cultural travel immersion.

I fondly think back to the time when I shared my thoughts simply because they wanted to be written. Way back in 2013 when this blog began, when I felt the call and the pull to write.

Life, however, has a way of taking us exactly where we need to go. Especially if we really lean into it.

Five Years, 45 Countries, and the Unknown

Since I last wrote here was with some updates, Leon and I packed up our lives, sold almost everything we owned, and stepped into the unknown. We’ve spent the last five years slow-travelling the world across 45 countries as digital nomads, living across countries, cultures, and continents. I also have spent time teaching ESL and tutoring/mentoring. Talking to over 2000 people across multiple countries in over 5,000 1 on 1 conversations.

I didn’t just collect passport stamps, I collected conversations, perspectives, contradictions, grief, joy, history, silence, and stories. I have had epic 5 star excursions and experiences and more fondly I have had incredibly diverse conversations and experiences that I never, ever could have imagined.

My journey crossed the lands of epic and fallen empires, culturally diverse people and ancient geography.

But above all my journey was about humanity.

The Search for What Makes Us Human

The more people I met, the more fascinated I became with what makes us who we are.

Why we believe what we believe.

Why societies evolve the way they do.

Why history repeats itself.

Why some people seem willing to surrender their thinking willingly while others spend their lives questioning everything. The further I travelled across the world, the deeper I travelled into the human mind.

Looking Back at 2013

Looking back now, I smile at the woman who started this blog in 2013. Check out my first post or my about me page to read my original intentions for this blog.

She simply wanted the courage to call herself a writer. She was hungry. She felt the faint calling.

She had no idea where those words would eventually lead. Honestly sometimes I still can’t believe it myself.

Where the Words Are Going

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It’s on a need to know basis

Blata Cafe in Istanbul with woman reaching up to many colourful umbrellas lining up above with text on screen reading learn to be ok with people not knowing your side of the story and remember it's ok to live a life that people don't understand in fact I would highly encourage it
Photo of me at Balat Cafe in Fenner district of Istanbul, Turkey October 2021

A POEM

I spent a lot of my life trying to explain my actions

However everything magnetizes to me like I’m an attraction 

Everything’s always been quite extreme

Carrying, varying bags so full they burst at the seems

Once I’ve learned it I grow stagnant…. 

I want it all won’t settle for a fragment 

I’m such an extrovert 

I want to share every new thing I learn with every person I meet….

Yet I’m also such an introvert I need to retreat 

I’ve always had an appetite for life 

and I need to eat

My feet need to meet with the beat of the street 

You cannot learn to the level I seek by remaining still and accepting meek

allowing time to slip by…

second by second

week by week…

I went to write the caption to this post and the above pondering poem came out so I will just leave it right there. Followed with this flow of thought below…

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Re: Write

woman with dark hair sitting on old wood desk in John Ryland Library with shelves with a poem on the image
Photo of me in John Rylands Library in Manchester, England 2019

I feel things. 

Deeply.

I always have. 

Maybe it’s because I’m a scorpio. 

Maybe it’s just me. 

Maybe it is part of my destiny?

I have also had to learn to release things.

I have had to learn to release my grip on life and people.

Release things that no longer serve me and my higher good. 

I don’t always know what that is but I know my soul does.

Sometimes the release is a good cry.

Sometimes it’s making wild love. (Also scorpio in me)

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Speak of the Things you Seek

Palace of Versailles back garden area woman laying on stone fence infront of the lake and gardens area wearing an orange shirt with light blue short pants with dark hair in a bun looking out to the garden with text on image saying speak of the things you seek
Photo of me in the Palace of Versailles gardens in June 2019

There is much power in verbally expressing your hopes, dreams, desires and goals. 

When we are young we naturally talk about our hopes for our lives – I want to be a pilot…. I will be this…. I will do that is part of daily conversations but somewhere down the life path we seem to stop stating these dreams and fantasies. Maybe it’s because we feel that we need to ‘grow up’ and face the facts and live in the ‘real world’…. how many times have we heard these kinds of statements through out our lives?  And truthfully have you bought into that?

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Create the mess

Couple man and woman holding a slab with with pottery that they made with clay on their hands showing what they created with 3 bowls in a rustic pottery class room both smiling with the text backwards dress hot mess hell yes and I created none the less on the image
Leon and I in Merida, Mexico taking our first pottery class through Airbnb Experiences in June 2021

I woke up one morning in June with an inner knowing I had to take a pottery class. To fully embrace and to help me to understand the lessons of the Creator and the creation. This is something I’ve been researching for a book and program I’m putting together.

When you sit at the potters wheel you need to take great care.  You need to give much attention to detail. Just the right amount of water. Keep the wheel spinning at just the right pace. Taking care with the pressure as just the slightest move can make the pot unbalanced and have it tumble over. 

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Make big moves

Arundel Castle rose garden woman with dark hair in pony tail posed leaning on a sundial surrounded by big beautiful fascia coloured roses with the castle in full view behind
Striking a pose at the sun dial at Arundel Castle in the Rose Garden May 2019

I spent almost a month in England, twice, with Leon prior to his big move to Canada in October 2019, I’m keen to return to the castles, churches, history and my families home land.  I’m first generation born Canadian.

I’ve always been obsessed with castles and architecture ….Arundel Castle (in the first photo) is one of my all time favourites… the rose garden smelled like heavenly bliss. 🌸🌸

I’ve been to London, Manchester, Stone Henge, York and the Yorkshire Dales (we took a ride on the old steam train 🚂), visited Whitby the birth place and inspiration behind Bram Stokers Dracula and Bath.

Stone Henge on a cloudy day with green grass and upper torso of woman with dark hair in ponytail with a pink coat posed standing in front of the Stone Henge
Stonehenge, England September 2019

The last time we were in England we were packing things up, getting affairs settled, settling tenants, saying good bye to family etc. on top of country hopping through Europe to squeeze in a last road trip while Leon had his car.

I remember at the time all of the feelings I had of trepidation and pressure with the move. THIS was a BIG move. If we had difficulties with our relationship etc there was no where for Leon to go if I needed to establish boundaries for me and the kiddos. (blending a family is hard even under the most convenient circumstances) Leon was giving up everything (yet also gaining everything 🥰).

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Write of the things you seek

Woman with dark hair in bun wearing an orange shirt standing facing the back of the Palace of Versailles with the blue sky showing in the top with text saying write the things you seek
Photo of me taken at back of the Palace of Versailles, France in June 2019

Not only do I believe that writing is one of the best forms of self therapy and self help/care there is but I ALSO believe the same to be true in the manifestation of goals and desires to bring forth your ideal vision for your life.

I encourage you to write it down. Write it all down! Your hopes, dreams, fantasies things that seem to be too big to be true. From the places you’d like to visit, to your ideal partner or career…what the best of a best friend or mate would be for you.

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It’s not always so easy to forget

How am I so forgetful? Yet I always seen to remember you.  The one thing I want to forget.  Woman with dark hair wearing a black lace shirt with a smirk on her face
A piece I wrote back in 2019 (posted on my instagram)

I never ever thought there would come a time that I would get over my ex let alone find someone who could be as kind, romantic, playful and gentle.  I felt like no one could ever ‘fill his shoes’ the bar had been set pretty high… and it wouldn’t even be fair to anyone to attempt a relationship.  The few times I tried I ended things quickly just feeling discouraged.  I considered myself lucky to had even had the opportunity to have a love like I had with my ex. 

I felt these things and this way because I wasn’t yet fully healed.

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