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Repeat, Replay

 

Do you ever feel that you are stuck on replay?

Do you ever do the very things that you tell yourself you want to change or never do again but then turn around and do the same darned thing?  Does someone in your life keep telling you things will change only to repeat the same pattern over and over?

I think we all have loops in our lives.  I also think that it’s important to break free from them.

When I listen to music I play my new favorite song over and over, to the dismay of all those around me!  But this is not the kind of loop I want to break free from.  Everyone can block their ears if they don’t like it!  Pretty easy solution don’t you think?

Not all loops and repeats in our lives are as easily solved as this.

I don’t begin to pretend I know how to accomplish this but what I do know is that it’s important to be aware of the areas that we are stuck on repeat and attempt break free from them. Identifying that they exist is key.

 Who would want to be stuck on replay everyday, or week, or month or year?  I don’t think any of us would. 

Forward thinking.  Not hula hoop thinking.

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         Photo props: http://www.flickr.com/photos/christianmontone/

 

Challenge yourself.

Change yourself.

Get out of your comfort zone and stop living life on repeat.

Put down the hula hoop.

Mean what you say and say what you mean.

Excuse me while I go and hit replay again on my iPod.

Now for a poem.

 

 

Cloaked

 

 Repeat,

Replay,

 

Same words everyday,

Stated in a different way.

Upon the sunrise

I want to sing,

Then I see your eyes

 

They are clouded,
shrouded

Cloaked in empty promises

Memories of a forgotten time

 

Even the buds are withered

Not yet full grown,

 

Plucked and thrown

Potential unknown

 

Repeat,

Replay,

 

Same words every day

 

 

What are you listening to on repeat lately? (Literally or figuratively)
Let me know. Email or comment box.

My top 2 as of late:

 Icona Pop – I love it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UxxajLWwzqY

Phillip Phillips – Home

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HoRkntoHkIE

 

Gravy Baby

One of my favorite memories related to Sundays are Yorkshire puddings!

I remember the house smelling like roast beef, so inviting, enticing.

Being first generation born Canadian with a British family, meat and potatoes were a big part of my diet growing up and you can’t have meat and potatoes with out gravy! That would be crazy!

My Grandmother and Mother are by far the Queens of making the most fantastic tasting Yorkshire puddings and the gravy…..the best part.

 Enjoy the meat and potatoes of life (especially the gravy baby!)

 Happy Sunny Sunday

 

 

 Gravy Baby

 

It’s like gravy baby,

You and me

Our reverie

Just you

And me

A cup of Chemistry

A dash of Science

A teaspoon of Spirit

A tablespoon of Soul

Nourishment

Flavor

Gravy Baby

You and me

Ingredients

Combined so perfectly

Sweetly

Completely

It’s Gravy baby

In a boat

Our love a float

Flows hot

makes everything tastier

It’s like gravy baby

You and me

Combined so perfectly

 

ImageFor a great recipe on how to make Yorkshire Pudding check out our fellow bloggers site http://beurreblancbaker.wordpress.com/2013/04/13/yorkshire-puddings/comment-page-1/#comment-2

Writings of a Mr.

Introducing writings of a Mr (otherwise known as Alex)

I don’t think you will see much of his writing on my Blog

but maybe just maybe once in a while I will share more of his beautiful poetry with you.

Thank you Alex for allowing me to share this with the ‘world’.
This is my anniversary poem.

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Close to me

 

In my arms,

I hold you close to me

I’ll hold you close,

For all eternity

 Since our first moment

We were meant to be

Our love keeps growing,

I feel the energy

 And with my hands,

I hold you close to me

I build a home for our family

 I hold your face

I stroke your hair

 I look into your eyes and gaze

 I touch you

Gently

 Underneath my fingertips

I feel you shiver

Your body speaks to me

Through my hands

My hands that are yours

And hold yours

Close to me for all eternity

 In my eyes

No beauty can come close

To yours

 My breath is heavy

 Your eyes

They pierce

They’ve captured me

The willing slave of love

 I pull you close

Look into the richness that you are

With all that I am

Eyes only for you

 In my arms I hold you close to me

It’s where you’re meant to be

 I pull you closer

A sweet surrender to my senses

Your skin smells of a flowering shower

Covering me,

Empowering me

 You seduce me.

Like a current running through me

The surge feels so right

I’ll hold you tight

 Tonight

I taste you

And linger while I do,

I do

Forever I will

Linger with you

Skin on skin.

 Look at all that we’ve been through,

Me and you,

You and I

Us

 I cannot say enough,

Of how we’ve made what’s tough

So easy,

Breezy

 Me and you,

And you,

In my arms,

I hold you close to me,

On our Anniversary

 And this I vow,

To you my wife,

To be your rock,

For the rest of our life

I’ll hold you close

I’ll take good care

I’ll always want

To stroke your hair.

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Alex making me a sparkler heart at the cottage, we met on Canada Day, fireworks from the beginning!

 

 

 

Sublime Retreat

I love to dance. I always have. I used to love going out to dance clubs with my girlfriends back in my younger days before life took over. 

Now I turn on the music in my kitchen and dance like I’m in a club. 

I dance for me because it energizes me, releases happy endorphins and reminds me that in those fleeting moments I’m just me. 

Jennifer.  

Not a mother or a daughter. 

Not a sister or a wife. 

Not a role model or a coach. 

Just me.

It’s these sweet escapes that we often forget to make time for, as we get older, more responsible and entangled with more responsibilities.

I think it’s important as life ticks on by that we remember the sweet things that brought us joy and freedom before we had to become responsible for life and for others. 

Always remember the things that made your heart soar, that made you feel free and joyous. 

If you can’t remember what that was or if you never have found something that makes your spirit soar I encourage you to find it, embrace it and dance like no one is watching.

 

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Sublime Retreat

 

Feel the rhythm

Moving through you

The throbbing of the sound

People all around

 

Heavy breathing

Lights a glow

Moving

 

The room is warm

The mood is sweet

 

Lost in the sound

move like no one is around

Lost in the soothing rhythm of the beat

Swept away,

Sublime retreat

 

 

Happy Friday!!  Cheers to the weekend!!

Jennifer

 

Shore to shore, what was I born for?

So I was talking with my little guy last night.  He is 5 years old and in full day senior kindergarten.

He’s been biting his nails lately so I asked him if anything was upsetting or bothering him.  He said that he got anxious at school.  When I asked why he said it was with large groups of people.  He said everyone wants to play with him (which is great!) but he only likes to play with a few children at a time and when the group gets large it worries him. 

Some of us do well in large groups while others prefer to have small groups or even one on one time.  While I am all about being true to yourself and listening to your inner voice, there are times that we have to get out of our comfort zones, venture to places that are unknown and uncomfortable for that is where you will find the most growth. 

When I asked my son why he thought that he was anxious in large groups he replied

“I wasn’t born for that.” 

What a puzzling, wise response.

How does a 5 year old know what he was or was not born for?

Do we not ask ourselves every other day why am I here? Why was I born? What is my purpose?

While I wonder away and stand in awe of my 5 year old that knows and identifies so well with himself and his feelings I will hold him close and reassure him that there is no need to bite his nails and that he was indeed born for me.

 

ImagePhoto taken last spring in Lagoon City, Ontario.  

 

Shore to shore

 

I will keep you safe.
Follow me.

I will show you how.

 

Explore,

But not too far,

 

Learn,

But not too much,

 

Swim but stay in line

 

When you get your wings

 

You may fly,

Oh me oh my,

 

Follow me

 

Stay in a row

a learning we will go

 

You are protected in the row,

 

Mummy in front,

 

Daddy behind.

 

When you fly off into the world

Daddy will always have your back

 

And I Mother,

Will always be here to guide you,

When you need me.

 

Oh, little gosling

You swam so sweetly

Followed in a row

 

Stay, follow me every where I go..

 

No, it’s time

 

Open your wings

You need to stretch,

 

You need to soar

From shore to shore

 

Oh my little gosling from before,

 

I know you can fly

I’ve seen you try

 

But tell me,

How will I say goodbye?

 

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Little guy, otherwise known as Adam

Revisited the poem, 9 years of marriage

So today is my 9 year wedding anniversary. 

I won’t bore you with describing how fantastic of a friend, man, husband, father, son and brother that Alex is.  I hit the man jack pot when we met.

Marriage is such a funny thing. 

I’m reminded of a line in the movie So This is 40 (such a great movie, if you can laugh at yourself as a wife/woman or a husband/man and at relationships)

There is a line in the movie when the 2 men/husbands are talking about their wives and marriage and what it would be like if their wife died (peacefully of course, their rationalizing, women like a widowed man) and what their second wife would be like. This is all just light-hearted chatter between friends.

It went something like this “God, I can’t wait to meet my second wife, I hope she likes me better than the first.”
Even typing it out makes me laugh.

And so it goes with marriage.

If you can laugh at it, it means that you are aware of the realities in that statement and therefore you will see the ‘real’ issues that are being addressed and hopefully take action to better your relationship.

My marriage is firey and fun.  I love the peaks and valleys, the good times and the bad times, acknowledging that and embracing it gives me confidence that my marriage is real and tangible, there for it will stand solid in a very real way.  The hardships that you work through in marriage make you stronger.  

The more seasons that you have weathered together successfully, the more confident you feel when the next storm arrives.   Like a journey on a sailboat you have beautiful days and stormy days and that is expected of the journey.  Hopefully you’ve packed well, brought all of the emergency supplies and things that you will need and then you can feel safe and prepared for the journey ahead.

My husband has been sailing since he was a young boy.  He knows how to both prepare for the journey and sail through a storm and I’m thankful for that. 

 

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Alex rowing me out for a morning sunrise at the cottage

 

Revisited

 

A vast array

Of sentiments to say

 

But really it’s just another day

In our travels

 

Filled with seasons and temperatures

Wilted, about to fall,

A day so hot,

we need to shade ourselves

 

A commitment to time,

 

Paths chosen,

 

 Revisited,

 

But always together

 Hand in hand

We walk

 

One step blossoming

One step faded

 

Our footprints have left a path

In many a place

 A shared look upon our face

 

 Take my hand

And take the lead,

I will follow you indeed.

 

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Photo props: I didn’t ask Alex if he minded me using this photo, I hope he doesn’t mind appearing half naked for the world to see, maybe he will sue me..

Cheers to us babe!!

Happy Anniversary.

Finish Line, a poem

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Full story here: http://www.arkansasonline.com/news/2013/apr/15/two-explosions-boston-marathon-finish-line/

PHOTO BY AP PHOTO/CHARLES KRUPA

“Medical workers wheel the injured across the finish line during the 2013 Boston Marathon following an explosion in Boston, Monday, April 15, 2013. Two explosions shattered the euphoria of the Boston Marathon finish line on Monday, sending authorities out on the course to carry off the injured while the stragglers were rerouted away from the smoking site of the blasts.”

 

Finish line

 

The pounding of feet

Beating the street

Blinding sweat

But not so blinding I regret,

We will never forget

Lines crossed

Souls lost

Copyright, 2013

 

My thoughts are with my American friends and family today. 

The world at large feels this loss.

So many countries and so many nations are represented at the Boston Marathon.

World shaking,

Earth Quaking.

Jennifer

Modern Man *Warning, you may not like this*

Consider your self warned.

 

Modern Man

 

Materialism

Worldly things.

 

 Man used to fight with swords

Flashy things of a different sort

 

 Modern man? You have Power?

You are as soft as the sprinkle from my shower,

 

Oh, you great big tower

 

Flashy cars and diamond rings

A heart and soul that sings

 

Gone are the days of the Man of power,

Welcome to the days of the fragrant flower

 

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 This photo was taken during our visit to New York City, New York, USA 2012

READ MY COPYRIGHT, THANKS

 Any thoughts on the poem?

Becky and the Black Labs

So I am going to see my friend this afternoon. 

Around 2:00. 

We both have black labs, husbands and children (well, she has a child).

Our dogs love to run and play together.  They get along so well. 

I love to watch Maya roll around and chase Bailey. 

They have returned home from the nature trails and nearby woods with their tongues

hanging to the side and each other’s saliva turned to icicles hanging off of their mouths. 

 

My friend and I pause our conversations to watch them when they come to the

sliding door, to check in with us and laugh.  It makes us smile. 

Now that winter is leaving us I am sure they will return a muddy mess.

I’m glad they have each other. 

I’m glad that I have her.

 

 

Lady (Becky)

So there’s this lady that I know,

She challenges me to grow.

Our conversations just flow.

We crunch on baby carrots and sip on tea,

Time together just her and me,

no family

I am such a thinker, ponderer, wanderer,

She helps me challenge that voice,

quiet it if you will, make it still

So that I can reflect and inspect,

put myself in check,

Like I said there’s this lady that I know,

She challenges me to grow.

She’s someone you should know.

 

Friendship is a powerful thing. 

Do you have a friend that’s different from the rest?

What is it about the person that is so unique and refreshing for you?

Please share in the comment section below, I would love to know!

In between, places yet unseen

Have you ever felt in between?

Excited to be places yet unseen?

Embarking on a new or scary venture?

But knowing that it’s right? 

That is how I have been feeling today.

Take courage my friends and trust in yourself and your intuition.

 

In honor of National poetry month, here is my one and only poem.

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This was written during a time of pondering faith and science in Feb. 2009

In between

Heaven, earth
Creator, creation
faith, manipulation
joy, exasperation
Belief, trust
hardened crust
They’ve seen the light
about to take flight
to places unseen,
somewhere in between
Bipedalism, microorganisms
evolution, pollution
surreal, secular appeal
be like me, trinity
cross symbolism
fleshly heroism
Glorified Gods
isolated pods.
They’ve seen the light
about to take flight
to places never seen,
somewhere in between.
Knowledge
realities foliage

 
I think that was a poem, either way I love words.